Get Out Of the Mud

I thought that everyhting was going well I was back on track with my life and suddenly here he is back in the town where he knows I will be, the place that he hated coming to.When he left me I thought I was gonig to die in Iraq I would call trying to fix what ever I had done to make him leave and he would treat me like I was a crazed phyco. I still don’t know what happpened to make him leave.I know these things don’t come up out of the blue. He must have ahad this on his mind for awhile but he kept it hidden from me even though he got angry with me regularly about shutting down and not speaking when I was hurting here he was hidding the fact that he didn’t love me anymore.To top it off I wasn’t the one who saw him my brothers wife who I truely dislike called me and left a message on my phone about it, Should I not care should I be over him by now?